Sunday, June 26, 2005

The Earth has revolved one more time !!


Can't stop appreciating the work of that ENERGY which has been so persisitently doing this work for zillion zillion of years .The revolving of earth on itz axis, itz "parikrama" around the sun ,the change in shapes of moon ,the time periods of commets ,the monsoon ,the seasons....All these great work being done in so unpretentious way ..I mean who has got so much stuff in him to do these great works silently ,for years and still continue to do that .MARVELLOUS ...
And me,though am part of the same elements have been bored in such a young age .Feeling vaccum ..
Have been resoning out why one feels the EMPTINESS ... even when he is in a crowd ..No not crowd for crowd may smell unfamilarity ,sense of hardness and indifference . This feeling of being nothing occurs even when he is among well wishers and when he is partying around ,he is F***ing enjoying his life in booze ,music ,disc ,good food ,money ,pleasant happening company .....Does loneliness mean more than what it is meant ?? Probably so ..i believe this loneliness is a state when you dont have vision in life ,when you are stagnant ,when you dont exercise and stretch your pia matters .. have no purpose . Life ,human life is blessed thing ,and one should utilize it 200 % .Do something which will make u immortal ,which consumes your valuable time only to return something more .Am restless .But where should I divert my actions ??May be i will jump into some activty for my country men ,for kids for humankind .But what ??? Thatz a question which I have been pondering all these years .What am I capable of doing ,which will benefit the less blessed ??....
And I have spent one more day ,on this beutiful planet ,in music (what else ...But for a change I heard Hindi songs today ) and movies.Heard Sonu Nigam (for those who are unknown to him ,he is a melodious Indian singer ...). Listen him ,doesnt matter if you cant undesrtand lyrics .The dimension of music doesnt need words ,itz not restricted to zones .
I also watched "The Good,the Bad and the Ugly " ..Very Fundoo kindaa movie and especially the music and Clint Eastwood .The movie which is mother of so many movies ...
And I watched "Bridge on Rivefr Kwai " too .Itz a treat to heart .
And tomorrow is the day I hate most .Tomorrow I have the maximum work load .Doing a highly prioritised activity ,and all eyeballs on some one carrying the image of "more wronged than being wrong " ,through out the day ....u have all reaons for panicking .But I have burried aside all hollow criticisms.I will give my best tomorrow...I know I can do it ....So chill
And now bye bye ..my BLOG ...
GOOD Night

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Nathuram Godse ...The Hero ??

Mahatma Gandhi ...Lets drop that controversial "mahatma" tag out of some onez name who is also responsible for the Partition of India ...who was equally used to fun and revellery in his youth as others ,who has only blind followers who have been parroting his name ,for votes and power and ......
Lets hear now ,one who assaisinated him(NATHURAM GODSE) .If Gandhi lived by his principles ,this fellow died for his.
Want to know about Nathuram ...Read this link http://ngodse.tripod.com/

Sunday, June 05, 2005

The First One



Hmmm ...How to start .I have never followed the Rules,Trends..So why d first post should be an exception .I started the blog ,just for sake of having a world in the web.Reduced to a corner in the cubicle @office on sunday minus work.I could think nothing better than this .Week days I engross myself in work and week ends are really ferocious coz i have to think what all I need to do .Am very much energetic but have been reduced to island these days ..looking for friends ,and some company.
I am enjoying music .My best companion .I tried my hands @guitar but was too impatient to continue it further.Basically ,I have an absolutely unreformed impatience .I have acheived over it only once ,when i watched Ben hur .I am very good at Caricature ..so have just tried the same at my white board.The subject being my boss ,who is kind enough to let me practise these on her.
The other interest in my life being Nature,and am pained to see it in this dying state .Itz bleeding and we are responsible for it .I surely want do something for it just looking for the right medium.
Right now,I m hearing the song ...Coming Back to Life (Pink Floyd) ...it touches me cause of the parallelism. I love It must have been love (roxette) on similar note .Itz very hard to mend a broken heart ,more so when the infidelity has been done by some one whom you rank it higher than any 1 else .But thatz life. The following lyrics from Cher just haunt me

What am I supposed to do
Sit around and wait for you
And I can't do that
There's no turning back
I need time to move on
I need love to feel strong
'Cause I've had time to think it through
And maybe I'm too good for you Ohh Oh

Its already 13:30 and havent had my breakfast..so got to go 2 Canteen and hunt for food .
All the events happening around me ,though not that plesant have brought in some good thing .
It has given me an oppurtunity to not get lost ,in something less mediocre.Planning to try for GMAT .Will give my best to it .

I would like 2 dedicate this post to the1 who told me that I should have a blog.

Btw the pic above is 1 taken undersea ..plz defer resembling it 2 smthng else :=)